conversations with my girlfriend

Girlfriend Y Visits and They Talk to me Through Her - October 2002

I went through a period of great depression. I thought Girlfriend X was the love of my life. When
she left, I was sure she would return. I waited in a semi-catatonic state but she was not
interested in seeing or even talking to me. She left for another state and was staying with her
aunt. She had somewhat of a breakdown.

After about 6 weeks, I called my former girlfriend up - Girlfriend Y - and asked her if she would be
willing to visit me and help get me out of my depression. I had no desire to live at that point.
Girlfriend Y agreed to visit. We spent the night together and in the middle of the night she asked
me to get the tape recorder out. She said they were coming through her. I turned on the tape
recorder and started asking questions.

"the night that (Girlfriend X) had (Girlfriend Y) over and we established a
communication path at that time and then spoke again through (Girlfriend Y) the night
she was with you and she was trying to keep it all quiet and you were very important to
this...

Realize that hurt feelings are based on past similar experiences where the past experience
magnifies the hurt of the present. Seeing Girlfriend Y helps to clear some of that. She
lets you talk and let you get out some of the feelings and she lets you feel you are Realize
that you are loved and you are doing the work that other people are not doing and
cannot even see and you are very needed. Not everyone will see this. People have there
own growth patterns and if they don't understand it is not personal. And that all
things can heal in time. Above all don't take it personally."